February 2011
1 post
sickandtired1-deactivated201101 asked: What's your new tumblr
November 2010
17 posts
made my new tumblr
if you want to follow it ask me what it is.
http://lunarchild.tumblr.com/ask
i’ll reply in your ask box, but i will NOT post it.
ask and you shall recieve. (:
fuck shit
who knows what day my cd could come.
tomorrow, the next day, or the next… maybe even next week.
this sucks.
if i knew this would have happened i wouldn’t have pre-ordered the cd.
i would have been waiting at midnight at a store to buy it.
egrdxfeswg
waiting
for my new underoath in the mail.
could be any minute now.
stupid mail man hurry up!
want to make enough money to move out and smoke / drink whenever the fuck i want.
that is all.
nothing good ever lasts.
ever.
i’ll just go back to faking a smile.
so happy i could die
gaga reference to me being drunk last night. it was exactly what i needed to boost myself. i seriously was walking around crying. i’m glad i went there and drank. :P
nowwww to apply at wawa, schedule my classes for next semester, and ect.
life is boring. :o
cutting
never felt so good.
but it doesn’t change shit.
i might breakdown
i’m gonna cry.
fuck life
olliepop the hot chocolate lollipop :o
Ollie : I want some hot chocolate. Nao.
ME : eat yourself.
bekki is A dirty dirty bitch
so this guy mark
is totally flirting with me.
he’s in an open relationship.
lols.
i don’t know how i feel about this.
he’s cute and all.
i’ll see where it goes.
nothing serious.
phone with bekki, nicole’s tomorrow, missss ollie. baha.
daybyfuckingday-deactivated2010 asked: You're the one I think about when I go to bed.
You're the one I dream about.
You're the one I think about when I wake up.
You're the one that makes my heart beat out of control.
You're the one that gives me uncontrollable butterflies everyday of my life.
You're the one that I can't get out of my mind.
You're the one...
You're the one I dream about.
You're the one I think about when I wake up.
You're the one that makes my heart beat out of control.
You're the one that gives me uncontrollable butterflies everyday of my life.
You're the one that I can't get out of my mind.
You're the one...
my upper arm
is in so much pain and is all red, i love it. ehehehe.
I WROTE A POEM TODAY ; it’s odd. aaaand i should revise it, maybe post it laterr?
MORE TO-DOS
stop cutting….
get my liscense (before new year)
to not get hurt this year, not get attatched. this will be hard. especially when feeling alone. it will be hard to do this and not do other things i’m trying to stop, lol.
love my friends but need new ones
been thinking a lot.
wish i was high forever, maybe.
wish i could drop everything.
wish an amazing boy or girl would walk into my life.
right now.
tonight i want to talk to the dead.
appriciate my ancestors, good and bad.
i want to be a christian-wiccan.
is that possible?
i want it to be.
to be me.
i’m fucking odd.
i want to stop cursing at some point.
maybe even stop...
October 2010
6 posts
& jonathan ryan
her name is alyssa?
mylifeiscrazyscrewed.
(thinking of making a new tumblr, and using it often.)
daybyfuckingday-deactivated2010 asked: Will you erase the "him<3" link?
Pleaseandthankyou.
Bye.
Pleaseandthankyou.
Bye.
aejohnston said: Don’t you dare. I’ll cry my eyes...
you weren’t supposed to see that.
i assumed no one looked at my tumblr anymore.
and i needed an outlet, to tell someone, but no one at the same time.
you weren’t supposed to see this..
ugh, atleast you can’t confront me about it at work. :P
what if
i just went out and bought eight things of dust cleaner and did them all so fast that i died in peace?
if i end up doing this, i’d right everyone letters, personal letters, and send them right before hand.
i love my friends way too much to do this, but unfortunately i don’t think i’m strong enough for this world. i’m a failure. and i’m sorry.
but who knows? i...
August 2010
9 posts
yes,
i made yet another mistake.
i’m a fucking idiot.
< // 3
im an idiot
im an idiot
July 2010
379 posts
ehk.
so i didn’t get to do my personal update/blog yesterday cause it was really late, i was really tired, and there was so much going on, so here it is…
// davy passed out last night while he was camping because he couldn’t breathe. he called me to tell me he was okay, but that he couldn’t find his phone. anything could have happened between now and then. i’m so...
